Where I’ve been.

hi guys, I’m still alive. I’ve been Inactive for so long that I hardly post anymore. and heres why. (TW: mentions of an ED, self destructive behaviour)

3 days before 2021 ended, I got seriously ill, and didn’t recover until mid May this year. during those 5 months, it was filled with grief, distress and nothing but suffering. I also developed an ED (which is potentially ARFID) as a result. That, combined with OCD is a new level of torture I wouldn’t wish on anyone. I became dangerously underweight, malnourished and weak. My mental health took a major dip and made my relapse more severe. It hasn’t been easy. trying to balance an ED, OCD, an unknown illness (which may have just been my ED causing extra issues), non epileptic attacks and university has been so emotionally draining. I’m mostly better now, but being ill for that long has really messed me up.

Speaking of university, and on a more lighter note, university assignments decided to hit me all at once. because of how ill I was, I got an extension until August. So I’m catching up on months of missed work. Don’t worry, I’m nearly done! (I say as I glance at my multiple incomplete 3d animation assignments I have no desire doing… 🥲)

am I coming back to art? of course. however I’m just not satisfied with my art at the moment. I’m struggling to improve due to my health. and my love for voltron has kinda dwindled (which makes me sad, honestly.) and I’m not sure if I will come back as ANGELMANCY. I already quit instagram. I deleted twitter long ago (simply because that app is full of silly people, let’s be real). If I feel satisfied enough to post work that is worthy of posting to ANGELMANCY, I’ll do it some day. If I decide to quit being ANGELMANCY, I’ll say something. I’m still going to be on hiatus, and wonder what to do with this account. I’ll see you guys later, hopefully soon.

- Elliott Arthendash

sup besties im still alive I forgot I had tumblr for a hot minute

Okay but Keith and Pidge would defo spend time together in a quiet area where its just the two of them. Pidge would be busy typing away at her Laptop, whilst Keith would just observe quietly. Pidge doesn’t have an issue, as she finds Keith’s presence to be rather calming.

My gender is a clusterfuck holy shit

I have a confession.

I did something horrific.

I wore socks with sandals.

I’m so sorry guys. I was in a rush to collect my parcel. All my other shoes had laces, so I just threw on my sandals despite me being in socks. How could I? I am ashamed. I have since thrown away my sandals and will never wear them again to prevent such a tragedy like this from happening ever, again.

…anyway I love my hello kitty plush, its so cute!🥺

I’m still alive. University has been kicking my ass and to top it all off, I fell severely ill on return to England, had several appointments that got me nowhere and now I’ve been put on medication 2+ months late but it’s all worth it in the end. (I look incredibly emaciated but hopefully that should be reversed)